Tears on Wednesday

Today just felt like one of those days when everything was getting on my nerves.  It was awful.  I got fed up about the smallest things.  And this lasted for about half my day.  

The worst part was that I was at the Outreach Center today, so I was frustrated while I was supposed to be an example of God's love with our clients.  Instead, I was just frustrated with the situations I was handed.  One client showed up 1 1/2 hours late for their appointment and still wanted to be seen.  Another client showed up an hour early and wanted to be seen.  And I just got fed up.  I felt awful.

But, as I worked with both clients and talked with them about our Phoenix Life Skills program, it occurred to me that both clients showed up right on time - it was just God's timing, not mine.

One of the clients I met with told me that he felt a "wonderful spirit" in our Center and that he was really encouraged after our meeting.  This was the same guy that showed up 1 1/2 hours late for his appointment.

After that, my second client showed up an hour early.  She is about to be kicked out of her home and has no place to go with her children.  After speaking with her briefly and telling her that God has a plan for her life and that she was created for a purpose, she broke down.  Just started crying.  She told me that she really needed to hear the words I said, just at that very moment.  

Once all was said and done, I knew that nothing I had said really made a difference.  What happened was that the Lord touched the hearts of the clients we served today.  And that was really encouraging!  It's amazing to be a part of God's work in the city.  Even though I don't know how long I'm supposed to be at the Outreach Center, I appreciate the time I have there now.  No matter where life takes me, I hope to always do work in ministering to others.

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November Wishes

Today, I found myself spending a lot of time in prayer.

Prayer about resting and dwelling in the Lord.

Prayer for my family, who are both mourning and celebrating life circumstances.

Prayer for continued trust in God's plans.

Prayers of praise for who God is.

Prayer for contentment in the present moment.

As I spent time in prayer, I was reminded (once again) at how big our God is.

I am also reminded, and humbled, that God cares enough to listen to my prayers.

Yes, I praise God for who He is and all that He has done.

....For being faithful and loving me.

....For sending His Son, Jesus Christ, to take on all the World's sin and seal our salvation.

....For never leaving my side or going back on His promises.

But many times, I turn to God only in my times of need.

In times when I doubt what His plan is for my life.

When I'm scared about my future, or try to take back control.

In moments when I sin and feel guilty.

I wish I would praise God in all circumstances, consistently.

That I would praise Him, without thinking, in both good times and bad.

So, that is my new mission.

To learn what it looks like to genuinely and sincerely praise the Lord in every moment of every day; regardless of the situation at hand.

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